Trade Places.

I'm starting to do this new lil thing called "point of view." It's forcing me to think before I say or do anything and a little bit after I do it. What it is, is that I think about how my actions will effect people or if I did something "wrong" to someone, I put myself in their place and wonder how I would feel if tehy had the same actions that I did. I think it's working. It's getting me to think more, ask more questions. I like that. But it's kind of fighting against my whole "speak up or get ran down" theory. Because I don't want to bite my tounge cause ain't nobody runnin over my anymore. So I'm gonna see how that works out, doing both. It's the battle of being nice or being real. Well, I'm out, no one is probably gonna read this anyway. It's just good to vent I guess.

I don't Even Know.

I'm trying to make use of this thing but it's not working out so well. I had been wanting one of these for a while now, because I thought I had somethin to say. But I guess not. I came to this strange realization a while ago. That I'm not as creative or as "different" as I would like to be. Like, I can do things like draw pictures, edit pictures in photoshop, or make videos. But I ALWAYS need some sort of inspiration. Never is it something that I can think of on my own. And it makes me sad because all that, that I thought was wrong. Ahh I don't know I'm just kind of rambling...